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Ego Chatter

by Suburban Behemoth

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Paul Vigeant Jr (Suburban Behemoth) This is my original version to Ego Chatter. Be sure to check out Fjeld Audio’s remix.
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This song came out in a 3 hour blast. Finished at 2AM and couldn't sleep. It's not perfect. Nothing in life is. But it's better that get it out now before I do something to ruin it. The lyrics are a fever dream of insomnia.
The subject is waxing about a relationship, which may or may not be real. They're going through a loss and struggling with what is real in their life.

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When I wake up in the morning and you're not there...
It cuts me to the quick.
(I miss the warmth of your body...your smile as you lay beside me.)
And I shake all of the cobwebs that are in my head...
But it doesn't do the trick.
(The jokes we made over coffee... I was late 'cause you wouldn't get off me.)

Shades drawn and quartered, I'm alone.
No one is calling on the phone.
Don't look at me, I'm such a mess.
It's what I do and don't confess.

Take a deep breath of the summer air...
The heat clings to my chest.
(We kissed in the rain over summer...your lips always wanted to linger.)
[]...Of deep despair.
I always do what I know best.
(I know it's the end of our story... you left before you could bore me.)

Nobody asked for your opinion.
This tyranny, the fool's dominion.
Make up your mind while you still have one.
Nothing to do when all is said and done.

When I wake up in the morning and you're not there...
It cuts me to the quick.
And I shake all of the cobwebs that are in my head...
But it doesn't do the trick.
(I miss the warmth of your body...your smile as you lay beside me.)

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released July 16, 2019
Written and Produced by Suburban Behemoth.

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Suburban Behemoth is the protean alter ego of Paul J Vigeant Jr. Sometimes dark, sometimes cinematic, albeit quirky. Never boring.

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