The Best in Me (Denial)

by Suburban Behemoth

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I've been experimenting with more Shoegaze influences like The Curtain Society, My Bloody Valentine, Kitchens of Distinction, etc.

The lyrics are tongue and cheek, a bit saracastic.

It's also semi-autiobiographical, in the way that a dream is a resequencing of the events of the previous day mixed with all your hopes and fears.

I'm proud of the mix. No additional EQing, Reverb or Chorus added.

Let me know what you think.

~paul

lyrics

And I'm always here...

I'm always here...

I took a walk along the avenue.
I looked around and found nothing new.
I lifted my eyes up to the winter sky.
I hold my head and wonder why.

If you could only see the rest of me.
You might have found what there was best in me.
If you could only see the rest of me.
You might have found what there was best in me.

And I'm always here.
I'm always here.

I went to shops where we used to go.
I talked to friends that we used to know.
They all said that you were doing well.
But were you happy? They couldn't tell.

If you could only see the rest of me.
You might have found what there was best in me.
If you could only see the rest of me.
You might have found what there was best in me.

And I'm always here.
I'm always here.

November 19th, 2018

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released November 19, 2018
Written and produced by Suburban Behemoth

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Suburban Behemoth Worcester, Massachusetts

Suburban Behemoth is the protean alter ego of Paul J Vigeant Jr. Sometimes dark, sometimes cinematic, albeit quirky. Never boring.

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